Anyone fancy starting a basketball team - reply if you're intrested

* fun

*gets u out the house

*exercise

oh for christ sake will everyone just cheer up...

Things could be worse for the lot of you... you all have somewhere to live, food in your tums and friends who love and care about you so stop whinging and lighten up. I could right essay length posts about all the complaints about my life like oh i nearly got fired this week, i aint gonna see my boyfriend for 2 weeks just cos hes an ass sometimes, my gran is on deaths door and my mum is an emotional state who needs mothering herself.

Ok so i just kinda had a mini rant/whinge myself but honestly just think about 5 things you WANT to do this week and DO them, you dont need money/boy/girlfriends to have fun eg. the modern art gallery is amazing and free,  ive spent many a day there on my own just chilling, window shopping - i always meet someone i know when im around town at the shops, call me and we can hang out i do talk a lotta shit sometimes - but occasionally i have my moments, check out Bar Salsa at the Grassmarket it opens at 4pm - 1am and has one o the best juke boxes i know drinks are 1.50 before 9pm and its very friendly i always sit at the bar (even on my own) and have had great nights there, see a movie - theres something liberating about going to the movies by yourself, walk up carlton hill - not as taxing as arthers seat, great view and very peacefull a wicked place to go think.

So yeh thats that i guess, i await many replys telling me to feck off while u drown in your own pools of mental mopage - enjoy.

Hey

Apologies to Graeme - i got stuck in Dunfermline with no cash

                         Lee  - i didnt know it was your b'day until i read lj

                    Stumac - i got called into work, sorry ill buy you all a pint next time xxx

In other news my Gran has had 2 strokes in the last week and is in a bad way, my Mum isnt coping too well... I move into my new flat on the 1st Feb (musular men required for lifting duties beer will be payed) i cant wait to have my own place, Brian (my bloke) has an audition for the lead role in a low budget horror movie! Andy has left Uni but seems to be happier for it, and is leaving with a degree so GO ANDY! Ross is off to Oz soon (next month) the things some ppl will do for a lay lol! But it has to be said in general my family worries aside, things arent going too badly for once, im just waiting for Karma to hit me i cant be this happy.......................................................................................................

Ach fuck! thats all i have to say about this entire month. Friday i went to my mates bday bbq/party in Innerleithen took some stuff i aint done in a while, was banterfull. I needed a blow out dont think it really helped, found out one of my school mates died of leukemia last week... i dont think anything could possibly aid my present situation.

Sat - back to the Burgh im so sick of this place a shakey mess is about all i can say...

Sun - fucked off the most important person in my life, i didnt mean to but i did..

felt shitty all day then went to the pub avec Matt was kinda dull really, walked home just 2 show i could do it without being scared after last week and well i walked home was still scared but hey.

Pls peeps call me cos im all lonely at the mo and could do with some banter.

Goodnight xxxxxx

-Cds done  (thanks for the tech support Guy)

-flowers bought

-present purchased

-tickets to Oxford booked (Monster Magnet & Masterdon gig) few days away is just what i need!

- new undies bought, its awazing how new pants can make you feel good!

- off in an hr or so just need to figure out what to wear now...

see y'all soon have a good night xxx